Boring work talk (bla bla bla)

I honestly love to work, ever since I felt money earn by myself in my hand I feel in love with it, the only thing I never felt in love with was the silly talks and desperate need to re do all the bad thins that happen. If we didn't get payed this or that, if they made a mistake and after they fix it is like a deathly sin, honestly sometimes I think the workers think of themselves as customers, and customer thinks is ALWAYS right (wich is NOT).

I just wish that someday workers take responsability on their own actions and can say, "you know what? I screw up"
If we are humans how come we never think the people is around us is it too? How come we become so unfair with the rest of the world but we demand so little from ourselves?

The next time you judge a certain way of act from your employeer think also "am I doing an outstanding job?" I'm pretty sure u'll find the answer deep in your concience.

The Only Exception...

I know I almost never write about you and me... or you for that matter. Is just that I've always been so focus on the third party fellings that I let myself forget on the amazing relationship we have; a relationship that has grown as much as we want it.

We know better now that less is better and that quality does not come with time, I love to see u smile it actually melts my liver to see it, your eyes that can light up the room, I'm sure that all of these things I don't say them as often as I should, I'm actually not so good with

expressing fellings and I definetly suck as telling lovely stuff.

But honestly you are amazing, the soul that meets me every night, I can't sleep without earing your voice and the sounds you make when you breath; when I don't see you in a while I don't get sad anymore, I know that the comebacks are so much better; I love to feel your mouth against my shoulder; when you rest over my breasts like a little kid; I love the hug

s that come when I least expect them; I love the FACT that no one will love me the way you do, because you accept me like I am, with my high and low, with my temper and my sweetness.

Darling, you are the only exception.

My life would suck without you... (PART II)

I know that nothing changes and that you are part of my story but today I will fight to step aside and let you be and let myself be; we are better alone than together and after all this time everything must end.

Thank yo for the tender touch and the sweet kiss, all I can think now is the great gift that was being close to you and that we'll never be apart you are in my life but with a different view; you can never be good for me because I'm not for you.

Continue...

My life would suck, without you

I honestly think that, you bring... joy, sadness, anger, love, hate, sickness and so mucho other elements that make my life fun and entertaining; it's actually hard for me to look back and regret all those fellings that made me who I am now... all I really wanted was to be with you or at least by your side (SADE). I guess in a way I was just trying to have you all for myself, than I realize that it wasn't love and I didn't fight back anymore.

Continue...

Renewal Date

It seems like yesterday when you came to my house and show me that song that instanly love; the first time when we hold hands and the first ackward kiss...

There has been almost 3 years since all those things happen and I'm still waiting for the surprises, the funny stories, the ackward silences, the LOL's, the movies with low fat popcorn, the drive sexventures, the sleppy times and wait for the interesting talkings.

I'm still not bored and it's weird, you should be history right now like others were... But not you, obviously because you are different and your heart beats for no one else but me.

You are sooo over my head!

I can't believe I thought about you that I use to think on the possibility of us being together, you left everything clear to me and I understand, actually... I'm glad we did it.

And now I can say that we are so totally over

Goodbye and good life

I'm not having a new life

Well... first I was really nervious just to think in the possibility (Likke Ly) that someone was living inside, I could not sleep well, I could not eat well, even that thick thing wasn't going out thanx to the fact that I had no idea of what it was going on or why it was changing that fast.

At the end, my best friend was there to be happy or sad for the news, we are happy!! Yes we are, but that definetly made me think in everything that could have been wrong, all the things that I could have left because of it.

I totally understand now why those things happen and why people remain with the thoughts or the dying wishes... now I understand

What do I need from you?

A look
probably a little bit of love (I´m not demanding attention)

Some few drops of beer
because we booth love it

Hughe statment when you accept the fact that you love me
(I´m the only one who needs it)

At the end...

N O T H I N G but you

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Friends: nuevos, viejos y muy importantes, con ideas y con enseñanzas inolvidables.
Learning: interesante, complicado, fresco y a veces sorprendente.
Family: importante, con serios problemas como todo en la vida, bendición.

I miss you already

So you left me hanging here in the NEW tree of l.O.V.3. It was hard for me to see you there sitting thinking and saying nothing, it was hard for me to see into your eyes and you were saying too much and nothing with your mouth. I'm not getting any younger and you definetly are getting older, is that why you did it at the end? I really don't know... I'm not sure but you definetly left a hole in my chest and it's getting hard to breath but I will be out and I will be free!!

As always your loving friend...

[me]

DESPUES DE MEDIA NOCHE...

Ya se escucha casi todo tipo de conversaciones... ya se habla sin tapujos ni nada que deber o temer, empiezo a oír historias de los traseros de las mujere, "aquella lo tiene redondo", "en ese SI me acuesto", "algo bueno había de tener", etc...

Al inicio no me percaté de muchas indirectas pero eso era debido a las copas de vino que ya me había echado dentro, por cierto que el vino es una gran cosa... tomate dos copas después de comer y te prometo que dormirás angelicalmente. Va y después hablando de los viajes que los hongos, las pastillas, las hojas y demás te producen, se que varios podrían pensar pero eso es lo máximo, bla bla bla, a mi no me llama la atención, con una sola vez tuve y ya dije... de esa cosa no me vuelvan a dar por favor(casi suplicando); y no me horrorizo, son mis mejores amigos y los adoro, por uno daría la vida y por el otro mi mano derecha... Pero uno nunca sabe lo que pasa fuera del círculo de amistad, a veces me sorprendo de lo que hacen mis amig@s pero igual l@s quiero al final que el que no prueba tampoco disfruta.

Otro punto de la noche... (madrugada); aquellas indirectas de que vos querés con ella, vos conocías a aquel, etc. Mate de risa pues... en serio que son los únicos momentos que permanecen en mi vida y digo... sí fijo que estos y yo estábamos predestinados a conocernos y a hacer desmadres eso si fijo. T O D A S quieren con vos, ya lo deberías aprender a aceptar, en serio que sí, yo quiero con vos, la de abajo quiere con vos, la de arriba quiere con vos, la de la esquina quiere con vos, la de la vuelta quiere con vos, la de la zona 16 quiere con vos, mano pues ABRI LOS OJOS! Y dijiste que no sos tonto, solamente te hacías el desentendido, la misma mierda para mi es, o simplemente no tenés los %o$@?L para enfrentar las realidades que aparecen en tus narices? Bueno... otro año empieza y no precisamente tengo que hablar de vos.

Fue una velada interesante, desde que el mula no conoce a Burton hasta que en la noche a media calle se nos aparece una sombra que jamás pasó del poste, todo estuvo interesante lo único malo? Puta... la mañana siguiente sí fue una mierda wajajaajajaja, igual pues el que no arriesga no gana.

Lindo primero...